Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Hey guys....finally I am back with a banggg!!!But still not with a full fledged post of an array of emotions,sarcasm,blah blah...but something more proximate...close to my heart....

And ofcourse, it happens to be one of my bestesttt friend's birthday and no prizes for guessing this one......Supadiya or Sups!this one's for you..

Mate..!God laid out a perfect story for me
which is why you were sent as an angel in my life...I needn't tell you what important place you hold in my life because I know I may fill up the wwhole blog,,,,scribble a complete diary,,,but won't be able to do justice as I neither have the words nor the ability to express my emotions that vividly...Anyways sweets....all I have to say is May God bless you,,,,fulfil all your wishes,,,,may all your dreams come true...!!!


Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Quote Unquote


dignity is




and cruelly


unless surrendered."

Sunday, June 7, 2009


Slurping down the entire maggi from my plate,I begin to write.With absolutely nothing in my mind to write about,I curse myself for not having done anything worthwhile all this time.Without exaggerations,it's this ENEMY of mine who's responsible for this slackening of life.Mind you,if anyone of you pities this crook and thinks that this scapegrace is becoming the scapegoat,then I beg you to lend me your ear...Gosh!!how would you do that...arghhh...I mean atleast pay heed to what I think about this #$%^&* for if there's anyone responsible for the miseries in my life,whatever their amount be,it's this Bloody Bad-Egg..:x

Given a sword or even a simple knife,I'd chop this DUSHMAN into as many pieces as there are neurons in our body.Not that I'm anykind of Cut Throat..but the extent of sabotage caused is uncalled-for.It has crippled me beyond any me!!

None of my plans gone underway would progress without an obstruction as this marauder would always become a stumbling block and proudly standing in my path said,"Darling,I'm a tough nut to crack!!Beat me or I'll beat you to hell."Shameless fellow!!

But dude...If u r reading this,"Listen,don't trifle with me..You really don't have the faintest idea of the doom you have invited for messing with me..I get goosebumps at the thought of what awaits you because I can assure you it's one of those ends you can't even imagine of!:x

No doubt I've shown a lot of patience while handling this jerk, maintained composure throughout but Now I've had enough of it and it's time to turn the tables on him.It has been an unpleasant experience throughout but this episode has taught me to fight,to wage war against my biggest enemies..And this time I won't rest before disrupting,dismantling and ultimately defeating my "BIGGEST ENEMY" Laziness..that Laziness which never allowed me to perform any task upto my potential..that Laziness which never allowed me to reach anywhere on time..that Laziness which always made a jackass of me in front of all those bustling stalwarts and me turning out too sluggish to stay in society like theirs.. you tell me do you still pity this CROOKED LAZINESS of mine.*sob sob*I know your answers guys and gals..I'm well acquainted with your all are a bunch of really very understanding people..i know that!!:) But one thing's for sure this Enemy of mine should start counting his last breaths because nowhere I'm going to show sympathy in ending the 19-year long hostility..How brutal the killing is, time will only tell..!!:x...But the end's not too far!!

ps:Now that m writing this post at 3 when even the stars are ready with their bags packed ..waking up in the morning is going be a lil too tough but yes! after that...the enemy will not be forgiven..!!!MISSION EXTERMINATE 'L'!!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

So Opening My Heart..!!

The happiest moments of my life have been the ones which I have passed at home in the bosom of my family...They say,"An ounce of blood is worth more than a pound of friends."True...very true..!!And your siblings...they are God's gifts to you...but still knowingly or unknowingly...we never really lay bare that we do for our friends...but somewhere in the core of our hearts we know how much we treasure each other's company...

No matter how those little tiffs n arguments all the time harvested into fisticuffs..(not just those kiddish ones...used to be a complete brawl of a thing..)..that fuss about that-dress-is-mine-better-keep-your-eyes-off-it-sis.... no matter how my bro pestered me with his stupid cartoon
faces...I could have lambasted them there and then...but that cloaked,unrevealed attachment,all that love and affection I had for them couldn't really be left unveiled...Why I always got flared up if anyone even said a word wrong against them...Why the most minor wound got me all fidgety and fluttery....The answer to this one is may be I never believed in PDA but we were closely bond to each other..and I can't deny the fact..!!

And today was one of those days I would really cherish...after taking a day off from college...lazing off the complete day..everything going the way as projected by 'Your Stars Say'..(I usually read that one in the newspaper..)..the day just passed like that..and in the night with the radio airing 'Heart of the matter' at 100.3 FM..just the right music started playing and my bro and me kicked off our shoes...and then we didn't really know who was around..what was going around..we could only hear partially..that's it...all that was audible to us was the music...Beautiful
day by U2,then some country song n the music kept on playing..with both of us going insane...absolutely belonging to the category of "Non compos mentis"...Yo man!!As long as you enjoy it,it doen't matter what you look like to others..!!And it wasn't all...while all others had gone to sleep..we the three nightbirds-my bro,sis n me took to cooking..Ridhima made her first 'chappati' under my guidance...and the happiness was no less than a dream!her first one..and we didn't forget to keep a memory of it...

That was in the day and why I write because I may never be able to tell in face how much "you two" matter to me and I needn't even tell this because I know a tiny string passes through one of the auricles of each of our hearts..that sends the currents the way I feel for you must have already been felt by you..but somehow just wanted to write this...because while I was sitting here thinking about the various aspects of life when I realised when you look at your life, the greatest happinesses are family happinesses.And we must cherish each of those...!!:))