Thursday, June 4, 2009

So Opening My Heart..!!


The happiest moments of my life have been the ones which I have passed at home in the bosom of my family...They say,"An ounce of blood is worth more than a pound of friends."True...very true..!!And your siblings...they are God's gifts to you...but still knowingly or unknowingly...we never really lay bare that love..like we do for our friends...but somewhere in the core of our hearts we know how much we treasure each other's company...


No matter how those little tiffs n arguments all the time harvested into fisticuffs..(not just those kiddish ones...used to be a complete brawl of a thing..)..that fuss about that-dress-is-mine-better-keep-your-eyes-off-it-sis.... no matter how my bro pestered me with his stupid cartoon
faces...I could have lambasted them there and then...but that cloaked,unrevealed attachment,all that love and affection I had for them couldn't really be left unveiled...Why I always got flared up if anyone even said a word wrong against them...Why the most minor wound got me all fidgety and fluttery....The answer to this one is may be I never believed in PDA but we were closely bond to each other..and I can't deny the fact..!!


And today was one of those days I would really cherish...after taking a day off from college...lazing off the complete day..everything going the way as projected by 'Your Stars Say'..(I usually read that one in the newspaper..)..the day just passed like that..and in the night with the radio airing 'Heart of the matter' at 100.3 FM..just the right music started playing and my bro and me kicked off our shoes...and then we didn't really know who was around..what was going around..we could only hear partially..that's it...all that was audible to us was the music...Beautiful
day by U2,then some country song n the music kept on playing..with both of us going insane...absolutely belonging to the category of "Non compos mentis"...Yo man!!As long as you enjoy it,it doen't matter what you look like to others..!!And it wasn't all...while all others had gone to sleep..we the three nightbirds-my bro,sis n me took to cooking..Ridhima made her first 'chappati' under my guidance...and the happiness was no less than a dream accomplished...wow!her first one..and we didn't forget to keep a memory of it...


That was in the day and why I write this...is because I may never be able to tell in face how much "you two" matter to me and I needn't even tell this because I know a tiny string passes through one of the auricles of each of our hearts..that sends the currents alike...so the way I feel for you must have already been felt by you..but somehow just wanted to write this...because while I was sitting here thinking about the various aspects of life when I realised when you look at your life, the greatest happinesses are family happinesses.And we must cherish each of those...!!:))

12 comments:

Rahil Choudhary said...

Gal me really jealous of u wid u having two most expensive gifts from God.

its really strange when god gets partial in showering his love.

sittin in my room alone, watchin tv alone, listening music alone, nobody to disturb, nobody to fight wid... its really disturbing sometimes. :(

god bless u bacha..and btw post was beautifully written.

Skywalker said...

very nicely written...your bro and sis are very lucky for getting a caring and loving elder sis....

Sukriti said...

wow...luv u grl fr dis post of urs....its vry imp to realize d value of relations vich r given to u nd nt choosen by u....u ve been a really caring sis bt sumtyms u do gt bossy types...bt its ok...elder ho to aisa to karna hi padhta hai...
God Bless u three nd u b always together vid each other in ur ups nd downs...

Jaunty anima said...

@rahil:God's nt partial...He presents his gifts in different forms to everyone...nw you have to identify your gift from God...that's it...!

@skywalker:sir jee thnks!!

@sukriti:thanks dahlin!!n if I dun get bossy nah..phir to they'll start dancing over my heads..!!so as a precaution smtymz I have to do that however unfair it is...

Rahil Choudhary said...

@jaunty
identification under progress.

Supriya said...

....awsum mixture ov ya feelins n emotns.....garnished by ya luv n affectn...
aftr readin dis...evn mah luv n feelins 4 mah siblings r poppin out..
GOD BLESS d ULTIMATE TRIO..."Kewl U", "Sweet Ridhima" n "Eye Candy Aryan"...!@!

Supriya said...

....awsum mixture ov ya feelins n emotns.....garnished by ya luv n affectn...
aftr readin dis...evn mah luv n feelins 4 mah siblings r poppin out..
GOD BLESS d ULTIMATE TRIO..."Kewl U", "Sweet Ridhima" n "Eye Candy Aryan"...!@!

Jaunty anima said...

@rahil:Well done boy...u heeded my opinion...gr8!!

@supriya:thanks dahlin!Look hw I inspired u!!n temme aryan is an eyecandy...my god...??

aakriti said...
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ridhima said...

thanxx 4 ur luv &support during all d highs &lows....after reading ur blog i felt lyk showerin mah hugs & kisses on u....ur blog rocks....may god give u what u deserve....mah & aryans blessings r always vid u.....god bless..
v 3 rock.,..

Karthik said...

Girl, touche! My baby brother is 10 yrs younger to me, and this write up simply made me emotional. When it comes to the narrative part, it was excellent. And about your siblings, i am happy for you. :-)
The word 'jaunty' attached to your name makes perfect sense. ;-)
Keep writing, dear! :-)

Jaunty anima said...

@Karthik:Same pinch man!!My brother is 10 yrs younger to me too...:)

n thanks!!